This poem describes their complex relationship with journaling, highlighting the personal and varied nature of the practice. The poem expresses initial frustration with repetitive negative thoughts but rediscovers its value as a tool for processing emotions and problem-solving. Ultimately, journaling becomes a private, purposeful practice, akin to a roadmap for personal growth and exploration.
The poet endures months of chemotherapy and a stem cell transplant for Multiple Myeloma, which affected her spine, hips, and ribs. She felt isolated and vulnerable, often too weak to leave except for hospital visits. She finds solace in mindfulness audiobooks and reflects on biblical figures like Elijah and Hagar, who received divine strength during difficult times. Although cancer-free now, she grapples with the lasting physical impacts, accepting a slower pace of life while seeking inner peace amidst her ongoing journey of recovery.
After overcoming spinal surgery and radiation for cancer, the poet is grateful to be able to resume writing and sharing poetry. Amidst struggles with nausea, pain, and fatigue, she emphasizes patience and perseverance. While her computer silently awaited her return, she focused on assessing her purpose with patience and resilience. Listen to the poem "Climbing Back to Normal" on my website.
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