This poem explores themes of love, vulnerability, and the emotional complexities that arise when forming connections. The speaker recounts moments of new attraction, highlighting feelings of awkwardness and uncertainty about opening their heart to love. Despite a sense of playfulness and enthusiasm, thereโs an underlying struggle with self-doubt and the challenge of letting love in. The poem illustrates a push-and-pull dynamic between confidence and insecurity, reinforced by fluctuating emotional states. They acknowledge that the resolution of their feelings and circumstances hinges on the passage of time.
Desert Mind – Life changing disease Part 10
The poet endures months of chemotherapy and a stem cell transplant for Multiple Myeloma, which affected her spine, hips, and ribs. She felt isolated and vulnerable, often too weak to leave except for hospital visits. She finds solace in mindfulness audiobooks and reflects on biblical figures like Elijah and Hagar, who received divine strength during difficult times. Although cancer-free now, she grapples with the lasting physical impacts, accepting a slower pace of life while seeking inner peace amidst her ongoing journey of recovery.