The poet endures months of chemotherapy and a stem cell transplant for Multiple Myeloma, which affected her spine, hips, and ribs. She felt isolated and vulnerable, often too weak to leave except for hospital visits. She finds solace in mindfulness audiobooks and reflects on biblical figures like Elijah and Hagar, who received divine strength during difficult times. Although cancer-free now, she grapples with the lasting physical impacts, accepting a slower pace of life while seeking inner peace amidst her ongoing journey of recovery.